losing it? i hope not...

its been an eventful weekend. everything happened so fast and furious. seems like everything's changed and will never be the same. hai. guess its all my fault. stupid me. flaring up again when i promised myself not to. what a loser. the things that happened, guess i can safely say its all my fault. sorry to those involved. didn't mean to do those things i do, yet i did.

guess the stress is getting to me ba. the study pace's increased, the number of tests, mock exams have increased to. kinda pissed with the teachers since at the start of the year they're like so laidback. and now that its nearing the prelims and As, they start rushing out tests, exams and whatever shit they can do. my tutor hasn't even finished the damn physics syllabus. still going on strong with her fairy-like manner of talking. seriously by the time she's finished, i think the cows have already come home and we would have finished the As. ah well, i just have to work harder on my own. gambatte to all muggers out there. hang in there. i'll try to myself.

damn you MOE.

cheers.