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Thursday, January 26, 2006

heartfelt words

to pei wen (my sweetheart),

i know there are times we disagree and have conflicts. i don't deny that i am (in my opinion) unreasonable at times. i just want to say it goes to show how much i care. i must admit that these days i felt that we've become a little distant and plainer than what we had last time. at times i also admit i do feel like getting/going back to the times before, but i know it is not possible and i don't force it as well. all i can do and will do now is cherish the moments that we have now, that we can have in the future. time is something that we both don't really have, but what i want you to know that i enjoy and cherish each and every second that i spent with you, how little they may be.

many things i think i have already told you before, not once but on numerous occasions. i still find it unbelieveable that i met you. its really a one in a million chance that one can find another individual that shares so many common grounds with oneself. it was by a stroke of luck that i happen to see your profile on friendster and added you. and things, beautiful things happened from then on, and here we are now. i wonder if we haven't met, would i still be the me now or would i be wandering around aimlessly, without a sense of direction whatsoever? you made me change, for the better and you made me realise that i'm actually not an uncaring or unfeeling person that everyone, most people, and even me think. i have the capacity to feel. and i feel a lot for you, apparently.

you, for being who and what you are, is just so damn special to me. i can't claim so for many people, but you are one of those. we are only together for 2 months and 10 days, yet it seems a lifetime has passed and we've known each other for a lifetime. don't you feel so too? yet that is not to say that i've gotten bored of you or feel less for you. if any, i believe i feel more now, more than last time at least. and that is also not to say i know everything about you. i still continue to discover you in new ways each and everyday.

i feel lost without you.this post is specially dedicated to you. these words are just the tip of the iceberg for the true words are those in the heart that i cannot find the words or actions to express. yes, i love you so damn much.

yours truly,
gene

Immature love says "I love you because I need you." Mature love says "I need you because I love you." -
Erich Fromm

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