i think i'm going to take a 6 month hiatus to conduct some secret training. Sorry to all!

6 months later, I'll post the results of my secret training.

Rawr!

The Break up

I FINALLY ended my relationship with Pei Wen. (Ok so maybe she said she wanted a break up).

I'm single again!

Should I feel sad, angry, hurt, devastated, pissed off, upset, glad, happy, down or what?

F**K LAH I DON'T KNOW.

In Pieces

Telling me to go,
But hands beg me to stay.
Your lips say that you love,
Your eyes say that you hate.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
What you build you lay to waste.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

You promise me the sky,
Then toss me like a stone.
You wrap me in your arms,
And chill me to the bone.

There's truth in your lies,
Doubt in your faith.
All I've got's what you didn't take.

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

[Guitar solo]

So I, I won't be the one,
Be the one to leave this,
In pieces.
And you, you will be alone,
Alone with all your secrets,
And regrets.
Don't lie.

I had a lovely dinner with Pei Wen at Jack's Place today; her treat for my birthday yesterday. Thank you very much sweetie! It was great.

Also thanks to everyone who did (and did not) wish me well.

This is it. Happy 20th birthday to myself.

How unmemorable.

Today, the pastor talked about death, dying and the eternity. He mentioned that many people have never thought about this question, which is the most important question: where do you go after you die?

I, for one, do truly believe and pray that my path will be upwards after i cease my dealings in life.

Just before I go, when my time is up, I pray that I can do the best that I can and say that I've done all that I could ever do with this life.

I hope that I will be holding on to my bible as I lay dying and the people around me (if there are any) will cry only tears of joy at the fact that I'm heading towards a better place.